don't know anything anymore

everyday is like a blackhole. it just keeps going and going
I feel as if im not even alive inside
I cant eat, sleep.
all i know is that im not happy .

Oh, sweetie (<= I know some people hate being called pet names by strangers but please understand this as the virtual cuddle it was intended as... unless you also don't like that then please understand it as a lousy attempt to be comforting) I'm so sorry. That sounds terrible. I can't offer any advice but I can listen. So feel free to expand on your post if you wish or just know that I (and everyone else on this forum if I may be so bold as to speak for them) is here for you.

I know this may sound ridiculous and uncalled for, but I wanted to quote V for Vendetta for you.
"[...] I hope most of all that you understand that even though I will never meet you, laugh with you, cry with you, or kiss you, I love you. With all my heart, I love you."
It is my favorite ensemble of words that makes me really feel and not seem so alone, and I hope it makes you feel a little better than before.

Thanks you guys <3 it does really mean a lot even though we have no idea who eachother are.
Things have gotten a little better, I've been keeping myself busy with summatives and exams. I really hope I can go back to feeling happy, I'm just too stressed right now